Omg. In less than a day i had to make a life changing decision with the University and the course that i had to choose. Both Universities that i applied to accepted me and i applied to do completely two different courses. One was Marketing and the other was Urban and Regional Planning. I felt so confused but i had to make a decision. I worked so hard this year and i came out with distinctions! I had to choose what the hell i wanted to do with the rest of my life and i chose Urban and Regional Planning. Cheers to that. I feel proud of myself. I actually feel as if i’m going somewhere in my life. With all of what i’ve been through with the struggles and the suicide attempts, i never imagined that i would reach the point where i would get high grades (DISTINCTIONS :D) in my exams and had to choose what i’ll be doing with the rest of my life. Instead of being wasted and messed up, i trusted God, I threw away the razor and the booze and i focused on my books. It was extremely difficult, but i had to look out for myself and my future. My book was my lover. I’m done with this goal. :D