I cannot seem to shake off the 123 – 130 lb stage that I’m in.
I’ve been eating really well and exercising every day for at least half an hour but somehow I still feel large and weight 8.13/125lbs at the moment, even though the last holiday aka binge weight gain time was two weeks ago. Usually when I eat right and exercise I start feeling lighter and leaner even if the scales don’t agree, but even that isn’t happening.
I know it’s only a temporary set back but I can’t wait to break out of this stage and be 122 lbs and really on my way to achieving this.
The thing is even if I lose and get back to 120-122lbs that’ll just be the weight that I was at a year ago when I set this goal to try and get to 112! I’m still just undoing the damage of the past year at university…it’s frustrating! And when term starts in a month will I just do it all again?! Sorry to be repetitive, I’ve said all this before, but it really concerns me.
I’m really hoping to be 124lbs by tomorrow. I have become a little obsessed with this goal of late and have been weighing myself every day (sometimes more!) but I’m only counting the Sunday morning weight as progress.
Maybe it’s because I’m not eating the right sorts of food/at the right times? I’m eating 1200 calories a day (usually more, between 1200-1600 and then exercising off the excess of 1200). Maybe it’s too little and the gaps between eating are slowing down my metabolism or something….although I make sure to eat at least every four hours.
I just hope this will pick up and I start seeing some concrete results soon. Oops…mammoth entry :S! Good luck everyone!

