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Singing along with my friend’s CD. It’s great music and hearing the voice of someone I love is comforting.

Appointment next week with an EMDR therapist to address anxiety and PTSD symptoms.

Mr. Yes’s text response when I told him I had made the appt: “I hope the therapy helps. If you ever need to talk about anything I am always there. Whatever you need. Just ask! OK?” I don’t know how to mention that what I need is to mourn my husband, but it’s good to know he wants to be there for me.

Seeing Little Yes tomorrow. It’s been a month since I’ve seen the little guy! When he and Mr. Yes drive somewhere, he’s been asking if they’re going to pick me up. Ahhhhh.

Made from scratch ginger snaps warmed up in the microwave.

It’s been a relatively quiet Friday, except for the hour spent on the phone with the copier guy. I needed a quiet Friday.

My desk is semi-cleaned.

Hanging out with my sister tonight.

157 consecutive days of poeming.

Staying over at Mr. Yes’s mid-week is every bit as sweet as I thought it would be and I get more done those mornings. typed that as “get more down” the first time.

Being able to listen to my iPod in my car.

MY car! Still. I’ve got a whopping 508 miles on it now.

This blog by my teacher and friend, about love.

My godmother handing me a glass of very nice Cabernet last night. We’ve both had stressful work weeks.

Chasing the creepy guy out of the bushes at work. Well, talking him out and sending him on his way, not literally running at him. Made me feel strong. Since the preschool has moved in next door, I’m way more aware of who’s hanging around. (Especially if they have their hands in their pants!)

45 more minutes to a three day weekend!



Comments:

mahinui ever more at home

having wacky picture of guy with hand stuck in pants running away, away…

Kalibebti has interview with Paper Editor :D

You are my freakin' hero.

That´s quite a wacky job you have there. You sound so calm and matter-of-fact about it!

nothing like a friend handing you a well-timed glass of very nice Cab :D that´s awesome

I was thinkin’....normally might not butt in but sleep deprivation is making me bold….....er….
if I was Mr. Yes, I would probably want to know what was going on inside your head no matter if it concerned mourning of exes, just because it is you and all….he sounds like the sweetest sort of guy…maybe you can just tell him….....?

He is the

sweetest guy I know. He knows the anxiety and PTSD are deadguy-related. It looks like the part of mourning that I might have skipped is the angry part. I was angry at the time, but mostly expressed and explored my guilt and pain. Now, I’m pretty pissed! Bad dreams all last night, too. Lots of stuff working its way out of my system.

Kalibebti has interview with Paper Editor :D

: )

Once when I was going through some stuff someone told me garlic was good for such things. I made garlic soup with…..a ton of garlic. Had no idea what I was doing.

It was very tasty. It gave me my first ever and worst ever case of heartburn. And, it was really cathartic, hahaha.

; )

Jessy is light of heart

I want to know how the

EMDR goes . . . it sounds so fascinating and so improbable.


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