aguilaazul2008 is here, 1 year!!
I didint write anything here for several months. Today is a special day for me. Im one year withouth alcohol. Working in a bar i wasnt easy, but been busy with my job, my baby (he is 2 years old)he was one year when i found this web page. I feel stronger than before, but this is something i have to face everyday, im learning to live with it, im an alcoholic, i will always be an alcoholic, there is no miracles to save me from this. I accept that i wont drink any alcohol, just for today.
Thanks to everybody who post here, i see people here that is continuing trying to stay sober like im doing.
Today i read some post and i remember lots of feeling, when i was afraid, lots of tears, shame, desapointments, many things to regret.
I dont want to back, i asould remember all of that, it hepls me for not to drink.
Thanks to 43things that allows me to know , in some way, people like me.
Thanks everybody, for make me feel that im no alone here.
Take care, kisses.




