i wonder why, when i open up and trust someone, they just let me down. no one’s perfect, i know, but this is just too much for me to handle.. at times i’ll be sitting somewhere, just staring into space, and there are just those tears…

i have to learn it the hard way and the hard way usually brings me into crazy coincidences (which i rather like to call them ‘fate’), and as out-of-this-world (maybe even naive) it may sound to some, i know that there’s reason to everything in life.. i just have to believe in that Reason, and i’ll be okay.

but as of now, i really need a dang good punching bag and a whole day just away from those people. enough is enough