My spouse made decisions without consulting me. Those decisions turned an illness into a terminal illness. It’s been 3 months since that fateful day.

While I understand the motivations behind the decisions, it still hurts that I wasn’t consulted, nor was my future well-being considered.

I love my spouse and appreciate what he tried to accomplish. But, I also carry a lot of pain with me. Pain that might have been avoided had he been willing to try.