And all the king’s men,
Can put Humpty together again

I feel that I’ve been well balanced again, the different areas of my life get their share of attention and I’m rather satisfied. The real crunch time will come now, though – next week will be the final week of this first period at university, so I’ll have a lot of deadlines and some exams, too. I’m starting to feel a little bit stressed, but at the same time I do know that I’ll manage. Just have to get things done, focus and pay close attention.
I’ve also been thinking that it really isn’t a bad thing to have bad days/moments here and there. I haven’t had them a lot lately, but when I do, they do feel odd in comparison to the happy moments. But that’s alright, because they make me appreciate the happy things even more. They’re part of the equilibrium, too. Let’s take this current moment as an example – right now I’m feeling strangely frustrated, by a lot of things. One thing that is frustrating me is the Internet, believe it or not. Can’t quite explain it, but I’m just greatly annoyed at this very moment with a lot of things that are connected to the web.
But the beauty that lays behind frustration is improvement. Frustration makes you change things, push things forward, grab yourself by the neck. So even when I’m feeling annoyed, I know that it’s a good thing in the long run. Just gotta get through it. I think I need to clear some of these things that are frustrating me, they’re piling up a bit now.

I do wonder about the question of when will I feel that the time is right to mark this goal achieved. Balance is an ongoing state, after all. I guess I need to reach a certain point, to say that I’m truly satisfied with everything for the time being. I’ll just wait for that, then.