All that matters now is the way he makes me feel – with my head resting on his shoulder and his hand protectively holding mine…he came into my life to change it and he has. Whether or not we last isn’t going to change the fact that I care so much about him…and I hope to God he knows that. Some say he feels the same for me – that he is just as scared as I am…I don’t know – all I know is that I’m happy for the first time in my life and although I’m scared of this happiness…I refuse to let it go so yeah…it might end badly – and I might end up even more of a broken soul then ever before but guess what…I now know what its like to honestly, truthfully and madly love someone for who he is-not for whether or not he loves me back.