I have been so busy doing new things and some what fulfilling.

August 16: I drove to Texas to pick up P and his son. It was definately a new and fulfilling trip in my life. I was going to write an lengthy entry about if from listing all the cities I stopped in by using my receipts I collected when I got gas and food, but I lost them some how. I have been looking for them ever since.

August 19: I got back from Texas with P and his son. So a new adventure of having two other people living with me started. It has been rocky and uncertain at times since I have lived on my own for so long, it was a bit hard to adjust, no matter how happy I was to have them both with me.

September: Learing how to communicate better, not get defensive over things that I feel he is being critical over. I try so hard to be the best girlfriend I can be, with still being myself. Learning how to hold in my frustration regarding things I can control or what I worry about. I am growing as an individual and a human when it comes to interacting with a someone at very close situations. Stressful at times, but I am learning that everything is not always about me and just for me. So I am learning how not to be so selfish. I guess living alone for so long has made me very selfish.