I should be happy as I have friends and family who love me.

I just feel I dont see anyone anymore or see them as often as I should.

Yes they have their own lifes and things to get on with but as I now worl away from home and I am only home at the weekends it is very hard for me to arrange anything with them.

I cry a lot and although some of my friends understand many either just blank it out that I am feeling down or tell me to just get on with it and dont try find out why I am like this.

I need to get my self in a mood where I can change the problem.