In high school I didn’t even know what a smile felt like… in college, I’ve been so happy pretty consistently for 3 and a half years that I smile all the time without thinking… now this semester somewhere along the way I lost my smile again and I can’t get it back… I’m tired of smiling to make other people happy, when I’m actually miserable. I want to be able to smile again… I want to be happy and I don’t know how anymore.