Used and abused. But it wasn’t exactly abuse as I wanted it. He persuaded me to believe him after thinking of him as a liar for ages. Now he is ignoring me. I knew he was like this, this much of an idiot, but i believed it when he said he liked me. I feel humiliated too. NC NC NC is the way forward with this one. He’ll be there for a while but he’ll fade eventually (i hope.)