no news from the couch.

What’s new… I had a down last week, and I hope it was not because Doc had a holiday…

I mean, I know it wasn’t, coz today, during the session, while listening to my own blah I remembered that those highs and lows are a natural (? I think so, yea) swing of the pendulum.
There has been change in my life, and I need to adjust. I am getting more entangled in normality than I am used to, and I think I am still overestimating everyone else’s proficiency and underestimating my own.
Oh well, the last thing is something Doc said. He does say something, sometimes. <|8)

Anyway. It’s ok to learn from those who know better, but it’s not ok to think and feel like a child among grown ups.

Specially as I am the 2nd oldest of the team.

SIGH.

Well, nothing else will help me but going on and getting used to normality, and to experience my can dos and can’t dos (and won’t dos and want to and am going to dos <|8) ).

Speaking of feeling like a child…
I tried the look-into-the-eye-thing again, and failed again, and heh, this time he rubbed my back!
That was so clearly a fatherly gesture that it does make me happy, but somewhat kills my crush.

Very good.

<|8)