ItsB Want to stop feeling as if I'm just surviving & start Living again...
Well, I’ve just done my latest stint – Been to India & back again – 4 flights and I’m still here!
I’ve flown long distances since childhood … never had any problems until i was in my 20’s and then one holiday, coming back from Greece, something just snapped – dunno … I’ve never been so petrified in my life!
Anyway … I keep on going – I wouldn’t say i’m over my fear yet – no way – but i don’t let it stop me from going places and weirdly enough i’ve realised that I’m actually “calmer” when I fly on my own … don’t know why that is …
Oh well, now feeling ok … until the next time!... Thinking about visiting the States over Christmas … but the thought of flying there is not something I can handle right now …