So I had a pretty scary thing happen on Friday. Got me to thinking about things- the fragility of life and such. There is someone I think I really care about, but I am entirely too scared to say anything. I have zero clue if he has an feelings for me beyond friendship, and that’s why I don’t say anything. I do NOT want to ruin the friendship. That would break my heart. But, do I want to go through the next however many years knowing that I didn’t say anything? I don’t know. I need to sort this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omFqlr_kso0