i belt my lungs out in the shower or whenever it’s just family around but the moment they finally start to pay attention to my singing or acknowledge that they are actually listening and enjoy it, i get nervous and can’t or rather won’t sing anymore.

i get so embarassed :$

however, in the last couple of weeks, i’ve been trying to organise a jam session with a couple of friends who can play the guitar. so far it’s just been talk – they’re interested in playing and i’m interested in singing but if i actually get together with one of them, i’d probably get hella nervous and not sing how i usually do…or something lame like that.

i gotta work on my nerves and just accepting that some people like my voice and some others might not.

most important thing is how amazing i feel afterwards, that should really help me out.