emiliakaarina happy poppy
Juho and I have been together for over nine months now and he has become one of the most important and dearest people in my life. I wish there were proper words to describe all of this, us, but I can’t find any, not really. I just know that
he is it, this is it.
I love him so much and I intend to keep on loving him ‘til the end of my days, if the world will allow that. I won’t worry about our future, because it does seem so very bright and good.
I want to support and help him in every way that I can, whatever he chooses to do in his life. He knows this and I also know that he’ll do the same for me. He’s got my back. He’s ever so loving and caring, I just adore him.
Some time ago he told me that he feels that we’ve gone through & covered so many new things in this relationship, things that he hadn’t ever gone through in his previous relationships (not even in the one that lasted for more than 3 years) and this is one of the reasons why he feels so sure about us. That we are really right for each other. I feel this way, too. I could say that he completes me, but that’s sort of a cliché and it also sounds a bit funny. I’d say that people are from the beginning more or less complete already, other people just back us up, nourishing us in so many ways and creating a sort of a safety net of love, support and friendship.
We’ve experienced our first… bumps on the road, you might call it. Nothing huge, but big enough to see that we can truly solve things together and that we in fact communicate really well. We’ll keep on getting stronger and stronger the further we go. I have a lot of faith in us, I think we’ll be more than just fine and we’ll go a long way together. Hopefully all the way. :) I’m ready to take on both the good and the bad days with him (because I’m also sure that the good days will most definitely outweigh the bad ones – just look at our track record! nine months and not a single, real fight yet!).
I also look forward to finding out more and more about him, discovering how his wonderful mind truly works and how he sees the world and everything. Juho actually has this nice idea of people in relationships being each other’s “spare brains” and I like it. I think we already ~complement each other nicely and it will be a pleasure to watch us grow and become an even greater team.
I suppose I could finally reveal the “big news” (mentioned here): in late August, Juho asked me to move in with him. And I naturally agreed. This will probably happen in the beginning of 2010, because first we need to wait for Juho’s flatmate to move out of the apartment (he’s looking for a flat with his girlfriend, but they don’t seem to be too active in their search, rawr). My brains and my fingers have been itching with decoration ideas ever since. :D Can’t wait to pack my things and start putting together our home. I have a feeling that I will somehow flourish once we are living together, I feel that it will suit me (and us) really well.
It’s like he makes my whole body smile. And no one makes me laugh like he does. ♥



