im 19, i go to college out of town, my scores are bad, i admit that sometimes i spend too much but that doesnt mean that my daddy could correcting and commenting on everything ive done i know im not smart and i do know that all he wants me to be is just like my sister who almost finish her degree within 3 and half years. to be success on my study but could you gimme a break? you are pushing me. youre pushing and now it made me feel like you dont see me as you daughter anymore! youre pushing me away from you! the last fought we had made it all clear (he told me to stop hangout with my best best best friend for 5 years so i can focus on my study. isnt that crazy?). i want to disappear from this whole messed up condition. im trying to arrange my new life where the only thing i should listen to is my heart and my mind. i still have my parents paid my bills, they loves me and im grateful for that. and i think i want to stop my college study but idk yet that will be a real big step in my life idk if im ready yet. dang this is not a blog. sorry everyone! some advices will help me lots! sorry for the bad english wrong grammar etc.. peace.