Well here I am, just finished crying about a guy that always seems to hurt me. I thought…and thought….and thought….and thought…why? Why do I have to worry about someone that doesn’t worry about me. This may sound ridiculous but I feel as if he may turn around and see something in us. At least I think that. I just want to get him out of my head and move on from the pain he causes me, but I can’t. He has this vortex that sucks me in to believing that he likes me…what a dumb shit I am! I wish I could stop analyzing everything about him and everything about us (whatever us may be).