I met the love of my life about 2 1/2 years ago. We met randomly at a bar; he was an out of towner, just here for fun, and I was out with two girlfriends trying to come up with a kickball team name. I didn’t pay much attention to him at first, just said I and kept with my convo. But he came over as we were about to leave and asked for my number. When I saw his smile, I wanted to melt, and of course, I handed over the digits. We actually met up at a bar later that night and then the next night. When he went back home, we talked every Sunday night and emailed throughout the week. He was everything I wanted, but not in the package I expected. He visited a few times, and then I ended up pregnant. Scared sh**less, and so was he. So much so that when I told him he ran to the bathroom and threw up! We decided an abortion was the best option, as we were both in school and living a state apart. I will say now that was the worst decision I have ever made. Anyway he stuck by me, and we were doing great until, we got too close to each other. He freaked out and broke up with me. At first he said he just didn’t have feelings for me anymore, then 6months later tried to get back with me, and then 1 year later tells me his feelings never changed, the distance was the problem, but he has a gf. Well, I know he still has a place in my heart, and I believe that he is my soulmate. Maybe its wishful thinking, but the fact that he tells me he still thinks about me and contacts me, makes me believe that he feels the connection too. If we don’t reconnect now, I know we will; it’s fated.