aaargggggghhhh

another setback

It’s so hard to be positive when all this stuff pops up on ads and at the side of web pages and stuff, saying all these horrible things that are going on in the world…

Makes me feel so horrible and sad. I can’t stand it. I’m going to talk to someone about it later but I won’t be able to till MUCH later, and i feel kinda scared to talk about it anyway, and urrrrrgggggaaaaaaaarghhhh!!!!!!

why is everything so hard sometimes??????

must try and be more positive, more careful about what i look at and more easy on myself. I beat myself up occasionally. Not literally, but mentally. It’s so hard!!!!!!!!

Does anybody else see stuff that makes them feel awful all the time?