There is NO peace and there is ... by serenity0763 on ~*~ HaVe A PeAcE AnD JoY DaY ~*~ on 43 Things

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

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There is NO peace and there is no joy.

My world just crashed in around me and I have nothing but shattered pieces to look at and walk through.

I would appreciate it if anyone who has ever cared about me, anyone who has ever had me help them in even the slightest way. I am asking you to pray for me, I am asking you to send healing energy, good vibrations.

My life as I knew it is over and the plans I’ve made the past 4 years are done and gone. All in a letter nicely written and delivered at 6.45 this morning.

How I will make it through this and my fathers sickness I will never know. I just don’t think I’m going to make it through this.

Pray for me. I don’t think I’m going to make it through all this, it’s far to much for my spirit.

Jan 11, 2010, 04:24AM PST | 40 cheers

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A Staggering Rat of Heartbreaking Something or Other "Oor Ratty. Your Ratty. A'body's Ratty."

(((((((((((Serenity))))))))))))

Great big hugs, dear one. The biggest I can send. Please lean on me now, as your gentle goodness has made my shoulder here that is full of love and tenderness for you through this difficult time.
Here for you.

Jan 11, 2010, 12:36PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 4 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Dear Rat

I’m sorry I missed your call. you can call me tonight if’n you’d like.

Somedays are just hard. LOLOL Hell, most moments are just so fuckin’ hard.

Jan 15, 2010, 02:20PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

A Staggering Rat of Heartbreaking Something or Other "Oor Ratty. Your Ratty. A'body's Ratty."

Dignity and grace.

You got ‘em.
I missed you again, sweetness. I’ll look for you in a wee while.

Jan 15, 2010, 06:32PM PST | Respond to this

bp radiate, open lips, keep smiling for me.

Of course, you have my thoughts, prayers and hugs. I am so sorry.

Jan 11, 2010, 12:58PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you so much Bp

I need those prayers they are what is keeping me sane and going.

Blessings

Jan 15, 2010, 02:21PM PST | Respond to this 1 cheer

Flirt

You are in my prayers

and hugs. ((((((SERENITY))))))

Jan 11, 2010, 02:30PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you Ms. Flirt

I can’t get through this without all those prayers May God Bless you with every ounce you are blessing me.

Thank you.

Jan 15, 2010, 02:22PM PST | Respond to this 1 cheer

razz51

My favorite quote:

(Or a paraphrase thereof)You ‘re like a teabag. You don’t know your strength until you find yourself in hot water.

BTW, you’re not the only one swimming here! I predict you’ll land on your feet. Maybe a little worse for wear, but still going. Strength, dear one.

Jan 11, 2010, 05:50PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you so much Razz

Thank you for the encouragement and for making me feel so not alone.

Jan 15, 2010, 02:33PM PST | Respond to this 1 cheer

markov has climbed cathedral mountains and seen silver clouds below

((Hugs))

Serenity.

Jan 11, 2010, 08:52PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 2 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Mark

hugs to you, thank you sweetie

Jan 15, 2010, 02:22PM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

DRight Pt 2 is . . . . is enjoying His new home!!

Hety Sweetie . . . .

You know we love you Sweetie

Jan 12, 2010, 03:43AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

::::SMILE::::

I love both of you too.

Jan 15, 2010, 02:33PM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

Evie

(((((Seren)))))

Sending huge hugs and loads of love, dear one.

Jan 12, 2010, 06:55AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Hugs and thank you Evie.

Time, it’s going to take me some time

Jan 15, 2010, 02:35PM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

Calissa needs to make space to play

I'm a bit late to this.

But consider it done. All my best wishes and thoughts to you, dearest Serenity.

Jan 12, 2010, 02:41PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you Angel. Thank you for being there.

Jan 15, 2010, 02:35PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 2 cheers

Calissa needs to make space to play

(((((((Serenity)))))))

‘Tis always my pleasure.

Jan 19, 2010, 10:34PM PST | Respond to this

tikini tikiniland ~ where it is always summertime

dear Serenity

((((((((serenity))))))))

I was so happy to see you here again after so very long, and then I saw this.

Hills and valleys. So hard to climb some of the hills, so deep and dark are some of the valleys. But over top of everything is the warm sun, and there is always a way back.

So sad you are crushed. But life has so many lovely surprises, as long as we are open to them. You have helped show me that, so accept your own knowingness back….

much love, much aloha

Jan 12, 2010, 07:43PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 6 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Ms. Mahinui

It was such a good and wonderful thing to hear your voice and talk with you.

Thank you for being there for me.

I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers for many blessings on your life there.

Jan 16, 2010, 08:23AM PST | Respond to this 4 cheers

~hopped~

You'll make it!

And you’ll find spirit where you didn’t think you had it.

There is nothing I can say that will make your situation any better, but just knowing people care and support you is HUGE and we do.

Jan 12, 2010, 08:43PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

You are so right Sweetheart

knowing I am not alone, floundering… There are folks who care and support me. That is so huge..

I’m going to remind myself of this.. actually put it on my board.

“You’ll find the spirit where you didn’t think you had it”

I need to remember this. Thank you.

Jan 16, 2010, 08:39AM PST | Respond to this 3 cheers

Bedhead2 June bloom hula hooping!

Serenity

I’m so sorry to hear you are going through a really tough time. Thank you for reaching out to all of us!!! You know we are here if you want to talk. 24/7 for the most part.

Did someone pull the rug out from underneath you? It sounds like that’s what happened. I’m so sorry you are feeling so bad.

(((((hugsSerenity)))))

Jan 12, 2010, 09:46PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you Bed.

Things have changed and It’s just very hard for me. I know that I have healing coming.

It’s just hard to have things settled in your heart to have someone come and say that things are different for them….

thank you for the hug sweetie

Jan 18, 2010, 06:20AM PST | Respond to this 1 cheer

Kalibebti loves it all : )

hugs, Serenity

(((((((((((((Serenity)))))))))))))

Keep putting one foot in front of the other, woman. It’s always darkest before the dawn and all, you know.

You know what I tell myself at times like this? Not that I know what this time is like for you. “At least I wasn’t in that earthquake in Haiti !”

_{no, it doesn’t really help me, either…that’s just what I tell myself…I think I like the sound of my own voice}

PM me anytime….we don’t know each other that well I guess but I am a good listener!

Jan 12, 2010, 10:43PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you so much Kali

It makes me feel good to know that I have friends who care and are willing to listen.

I appreciate that more than you know.
Light and Love

Jan 18, 2010, 04:18PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

Kalibebti loves it all : )

you are very welcome

& I love your beautiful avatar picture!

Jan 18, 2010, 07:33PM PST | Respond to this

Tartsy

I love you!

Jan 13, 2010, 03:03AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

I Love you, Sistercat

Thanks for listening to me cry and doubt me and fall to pieces.

Thanks for not thinking me the fool I feel and for trying to point out all the good about me when I am “not fellin’ it”.

You are an amazing friend and I am very blessed to have you and D in my life.

Blessings of Love for you and D and blessings on your finances. Special blessing over the situation with the X.

Jan 18, 2010, 06:24AM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

LadySlipper

{{{{{{Serenity}}}}}}

Jan 14, 2010, 02:39PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

Thank you Lady…

Be blessed..

Jan 18, 2010, 06:24AM PST | Respond to this

lookingatthestars

I have no idea what’s happened but I know the feeling that you portrayed here…
Im sorry you’re feeling so shit. Sometimes it seems like life has dealt you one too many crap cards and given you your neighbours shit too….

There’s not alot I can say

Stars
x

Jan 14, 2010, 04:29PM PST | Thread | Respond to this 2 cheers

~*Serenity*~ ~*Forget not the earth delights to feel your bare feet: Gibran*~

OH Stars

Thank you, you said it just perfectly.

Some times it does feel like just that and no matter how hard you try, you just are NOT good enough.

Blessings for you Sweetie.

Jan 18, 2010, 06:26AM PST | Respond to this 1 cheer

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