I have two beautiful baby boys and a very attractive and supporting fiancee. I also have a loving family that really cares about me but well…..have I mentioned that my fiancee and kids are black and that my family are rascist hispanics? I hate the situation I’m in… all I want to do is be able to have my kids for a while but I’m so deep in debt I can’t afford my own car or an apartment but I’m not allowed to use my parents vehicles to go see my kids or my fiancee. I can’t even bring my kids home and have them in my room. They claim to care for me so much but its confusing why they don’t take into account my happiness. And all that is affecting my relationship with my kids and fiancee and she gets so agnry with the situation and I get so stressed trying to keep everybody happy and find a job but I can’t keep everybody happy and I feel like exploding. Ugh if it wasn’t for my kiddos and fiancee and family id probably kill myself.