He told me Goodbye. That’s a strong word. I thought we had more between us than him telling me goodbye so easily.
I think if he really cared, he will come back to me. Isn’ that how it’s supposed to be?
I really do love him. Maybe this is a test? Not for me, for him. I need to know if he really loves me. This will prove it for me.
I need to know.
I would wait 4 ever but I can’t for my own sanity.
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I know what u are going thru. Been there many times before. Ask him why, if u need to know. If you don’t it may bug you forever. But, sometimes there isn’t really a reason or the reason is too bad that it is better not to ask why. Sometimes it is just them & has nothing to do with you. Also, sometimes no matter how many questions you ask, it will never be enough. Sometimes it is just best to accept the fact that it wasn’t meant to be & move on. You can make yourself crazy with too much thinking. I think that things happen to make way for better things. Hope this helps some. Keep your head up
*Sigh*
I am afraid to ask why. I Am Going Crazy thinking about everything. I can feel myself even thinking in my dreams…
I am trying to accept the fact that it wasn’t meant to be, even though I Don’t Believe That…Maybe he doesn’t Appreciate me and everything I have Given and Done for us in the name of love.
Maybe he needs his Time to think about me, and what I mean to him, if I mean anything at all…
Anyway…I decided that if that’s what he needs, that’s what he’ll get. He can have all the time in the world…
I need to get on with my life, just as before he walked into it. I don’t really want to but it’s the Sensable thing to do…
I’m letting go, if he comes back he was truely mine…
Maybe all he needs is time. Maybe not. But, you seem like a strong woman & it is good that you are going on with your life. When only one person seems to show they care it really hurts-I have been the one caring many times with nothing in return. Don’t question or doubt yourself. Sometimes it really is true when they say, ‘it’s not you, it’s me.’ Like with my ex. I knew I did everything right I could & he would of done what he did to anyone, not just me because that is how he is. Then I moved on & met my soulmate who also happens to be my Husband. It didn’t look like I would be happy again & now I am happier than ever before. Sometimes, it is just time to move on. I wish you the best! :-) Hugs
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