admirabilia cutting and swirling!
I am someone who has struggled.
I am someone who has had to fight for her own voice, for her independence from a life that needed more than wanted her.
I am strong.
I am willfull, I am driven, I am a warrior.
I have set goals for myself and busted arse to achieve them.
I have been successful, and I have struggled with that too.
I have found a career i love and gotten a great job. I have old and new friends both here in my new home and all across the world. I am fit, and having a great time in my life, I am healthy, and engaged!
But still i have been struggling.
The struggle is related to my success, and to accepting that its alright to slow down. Its alright not to fight. Its alright to enjoy the fruits of my labour and enter a new phase of my life.
Its scary to embrace this new feeling of satisfaction. I have felt stagnant of late, and didn’t know why. I think its just that i’m starting to take it easy and i’m so used to giving myself a hard time when i am not always ‘doing something’.
I hope that in letting go, i will be able to use my energy and experience to be helpful to others and to build a home for myself here this year in my new home city.
Here’s to happiness and success, GO ME!!!