lancscat is sorting her life out!
teacher is away this week, so no lesson unfortunately:( had a fab session last week, really cheered me up and got my self esteem and confidence back up, only to be totally knocked down by a meeting with my mentor and tutor who are putting me in for fitness to practice and a psychiatrc assesment for seeming to be depressed and a risk to myself. came totally out of the blue, and really screwed me up all week, so not been sleeping very well, and been really stressed. But, starting to feel better about things again, exhausted, but ready to get my head down and do well on the course so that they leave me alone. Have another meeting with my mentor tomorrow so hope that goes ok and i don’t get depressed about things. just seem to spend my life in meetings and the moment and not studying. But singing was great, but surprising to see how much confidence i have lost since my last lesson before christmas. felt quite self aware, but soon got back into things. apparentl i got some really high notes which the teacher was impressed with, so she has given me a new song which has lots of higher notes in it! hope to see her next week then.