February 19, 2010

I haev to sadly say I haven’t been working on this at all. I know where where my motivation is for it. A person would think that I would be all “Gun Ho” about wanting to finish this, but for some reason it is the fartherest from my mind, most days.

I guess I have too many other things to worry about, then sit down and work on my novel. Maybe it is because I don’t feel that it is worth it. Maybe I feel that what I write isn’t really good enough to push through for.

I am just not very “up and Adam” about doing this. Why? I have been wondering myself what I might do to get myself motivated on doing it. I know that I can’t expect to write it in a day, but I need the vision, the motivation and more motivation.

Over the weekend, I will try to find what my motivation is and work on that. I want to say that I wrote 1,000 words both on Saturday and Sunday, but time will tell to see if I even did that.

I need motivation. Sigh, I do want to finsh this novel, but working on it regularly is even harder then finishing it, it seems.

Motivation. 2,000 words in two days. Simple to accomplish, if I have the motivation.