Went to Weightwatchers for a while, and that was working – I lost 35+ pounds, but then I also lost something else… My job. Which meant no more money to go to Weightwatchers. Since then I’ve been back and forth – I’ve recently gone up again by another 20 pounds, and I’m now starting that whole menopause thing, so swollen ankles, thinning hair, poor health, etc etc.
Yesterday I bought new clothes for the first time in almost two years, and was horrified by what I saw in the changing room mirror.
Came home ready to try again. Going to try and take baby steps, change one bad habit at a time, get myself healthy enough to start walking again.
I guess the only thing that matters is how often you keep trying, right?
Wow. I sure hope so.

