I know it’s silly to write out and might be detrimental to actually getting her back, but it’s my number one goal. I can’t write anything else until this one has been listed.

My wife wants to leave me. She says I don’t have enough drive to succeed. Oddly enough, this situation has given me a shock to the system. I looked at myself and was disgusted by how undriven I am. I want to be better… not just for her, but for me. And that isn’t good enough. She wants to discover herself and be independent… and she thinks she can do that by moving in with an ex in Japan… I keep focusing on the ex, but this time I’m just thinking logically. I don’t think it makes sense, but I can understand her motives.

I just wish I knew what to do…