after entering this objective, I went to bed quite so late that some would call it early and had trouble sleeping thinking about a once close friend with whom I had a “clean break”… It has been three years since I last saw her and I was being judgmental to myself, asking myself if I had done the right thing to decide not to see her anymore, trying to weigh the pros and cons of having her as a close friend.. I tried to, how to put it so that you guys won’t think I am nuts, “call her brain” somehow and wished for an enlightening dream to answer my worries, but woke up the next morning after a fruitless night. Anyway, this evening as I was sitting in a cafe with other friends who also opted out of friendship with her (I know it’s childish, but we were children back then), she walks right in (I mean I had not seen her in three years, what are the odds?) sits on a table so close to ours we could hear their conversation and all..

Anyway, did my creepy brain saw that coming keeping me busy with worries of the past, or did it somehow channel her towards me, I don’t know… weird…
Yet it could have been anticipated, since we did have a psychic bond back then and both of us used to have those weird dreams when part of it, though extremely specific, happens the next few days..

It’s a shame that I cannot share this with her, since she’d be so very excited about this bond I could forge.. I really do miss her sometimes, sigh… When I forget the annoying habits she had that is.. You see, I am still not sure after all these years.. But I sure would have loved to share this with her…