take myself out on a date
Missing something

My gawd. i really really need some me time. And I desperately want one. its just that I cant get the guts to face my fear of eating alone inside a resto. It feels like I’m such a loser. Maybe, just maybe I should pick a non crowded resto in a non crowded mall just to ease the awkwardness of eating alone…

sigh

I want to feel single again. all that freedom and bliss. being independent and all. feeling all confident.

Sometimes, losing some company makes me think I’m such a loner. Hayyyy.



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The deli

I used to have an awful time doing things in public alone. Then a friend of mine found this little, amazing deli and we became regulars. I became so comfortable being there, that even when I was all alone, it felt kinda like being at home. I’d give strangers advice on the menu and sit in a little corner doing crosswords.
I got more confident after that and can eat anywhere alone and even go see movies by myself. I still feel wierd about it in places I’m not comfortable, but I make myself do it anyway to remember that I don’t have to be dependent of others in order to live my own life.

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to remember that I don’t have to be dependent of others in order to live my own life…

cheers!!!

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