I love my best friend of 5 years dearly! So much so, I want to cry. But those are tears of sadness. I had fought my feelings for years and finally said something, but it’s too late for me. He rejected me for various reasons (not his type, still a virgin, don’t know what else).

I hurt today. I hurt so much. I don’t think I can ever fall in love again. When you finally find your second half, what do you do? I have to treat him as my brother now… so hard when I fooled around with said “brother” and seen him naked.