mignon everything will be alright
sooo
tomorrow is the day.
We will meet in a small town some 3 hours drive from my home.
he is working there for one day. (two nights!) and even if it might be wise not to get started with all it (we already did get started) I cannot help and will go to see him anyway.
finally I will be able to touch him and get touched by him, smell and feel him.
there is such a strong longing for him in me even (or because) I hardly know him.
good.