Ya know what? I’m throwing this goal in the trash. I’m not accepting the fact that I’ll never be as thin as I was in high school, but I AM accepting the fact that it doesn’t matter. What does matter is that I’m healthy (training for a triathlon) and I’m happy (most of the time) with what I look like! I have a boyfriend who thinks I’m perfectly sexy just as I am and that’s the body I want to have!