once upon a time i had a list on here that kept me alive. just things to look forward to that kept me going. one was my favourite band’s cd. another was to get drunk (had never before). another was to finish twilight.
they were silly. but they meant everything to me. i just had to make it till i heard that cd, after waiting so long.
well now
i wish i could make it to 18 so i can get drunk all the time, but i don’t think i can. it would have to be till i got home again.
after living so long i can’t think of anything to make it till. my friend is trying to make it to her boyfriend’s birthday.
i want to see my boyfriend again.
and there are some foods i’d like to eat
but
i don’t know