I’m having a bit of a crisis of faith on this one, and that way of thinking isn’t usually me :( I want to do it more than ever but keep worrying this isn’t the right time. Part of me thinks we should wait a year or two for the world’s economies to pick up, better jobs situation, etc… waiting a year or two would also mean we would probably have paid our mortgage off, and my German would be so much better (it’s coming on in leaps and bounds now that I’m really putting the work in). But the less sensible part of me thinks I’ve waited too long already. We (Mr Butt & I) have talked about this loads but I know that at the end of the day I’m the one who takes the lead on the big stuff, so it’s up to me to drive it.

I guess it may be that it’s Monday morning after a fab weekend and the whole country waits with baited breath for the evil budget tomorrow, and the evil England game on Wednesday… it feels like an insecure time full stop.