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Do you ever wonder about the people...

Do you ever wonder about the people who used to make fun of you or the people who would never give you the time of day because of your weight? Do you ever wonder what they look like now and if they are as “perfect” as they were when you knew them? Of course there will always be the ones who will stay “perfect” – usually the most popular boy/girl at highschool who went on to become a celebrity at their college – but there is always that chance that those people look like the sort of people they used to make fun of or ignore. Anyone have a story to tell about this? Did you accidently run into that person years later? Or do you just wonder? Reply!



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Hey I just joined today so forgive the tardyness :P Anyway, I wonder about this all the time. I didn’t have a very good high school experience obviously. All I can say is I reeeeealy can’t wait for a high school reunion. I’m working on a lot of different aspects of myself at one time, and I have a feeling that a lot of them have just let themselves go after high school.

I know its not good to have a grudge against anybody, but I have to admit it would be satisfying to make some of them eat their words. :D

Every once in a while I have a dream about bumping into my first crush (whom I “loved” from age 9 – 15) after I lose all of my weight and look like a million+ bucks… and how dumbfounded his expression is when I tell him who I am… the little fat girl who used drive past his house EVERY SINGLE DAY just to catch a glimpse of him… the little fat girl who used to put heart stickers on his desk… the little fat girl who asked him for a chance and he had too much of a heart to just flatout say “I don’t want you” but rather “I’m not looking for anyone at the moment”... I’m married now but god, if I could have that moment where he saw the new me and wanted me… I think I’d die happy. I would have what I always wanted. The most popular boy in school wanting… me.

When I was in 7th grade I started to have a huge crush on this boy Mike. He went to another school, so I would only see him at basketball games. Well, 9th grade finally came and I would start going to school with him. I was so excited once I found out he would be in my Art class. One day as we were walking down the hall.. all alone… he looked over at me and said the most damaging four words. “YOU ARE SO UGLY”. That totally crushed me. He didn’t say this to just impress his friends, we were all alone. My self esteem was already low, but that’s what crushed me completely. The thing that really hurt was at that time in my life I wasn’t heavy. Soon after that is when the weight started to pack on. It’s amazing how impressionable we are as young women. I would love to run into him one day when I lose all my weight and show him who’s not that “ugly” little girl who he can make cry.

Can't wait for my reunion

I was heavy my whole life, still am, but i am working on it. If everything goes as planned, I will be slim, and have a great career under my belt by the time my 10 year reunion comes around. I can’t wait to see the jaws drop on some of those people who used to snicker behind my back.

I see pictures of these people all of the time, and can only imagine what their lives are like, sometimes I am so envious of them, but mostly I feel bad for them. See, I have learned from their behavior and how NOT to treat people, and they still have no clue.


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