I’ve talked about it, I’ve dreamed about it, I’ve even prayed for it. Improving myself as a whole, as a person, a friend, a daughter, a girl friend, a lover, the whole sha-bam. So why haven’t I done it? I’ve had plenty of motivation. I just never had the motivation to stick with it maybe. Also, its not a simple process, and it takes a lot of changes. I’ll be changing how much I hang out with friends, I’ll be getting a job and sticking to it as best I can, one thing I know I can do well with, if I could just land a job. And the biggest part of it, changing my looks. I’m not fat, I’ve never been fat, but nor am I that pretty, drop dead beauty any girl can accomplish with some killer self-confidence, the right pair of jeans, and the glossy hair. Lets do this..