Think Im really failing in this, and struggling to work out why?

I always try to act and say with the best of intentions but it still always seems to go wrong.

Really need to sit and reflect on where the problem lies and work out a way of changing it because at the moment I just feel so lost.

From the outside everything we could possibly want and thats really important we have but I seem to have lost the ability to communicate and this is really worrying as if anything this was always one of my real strengths.

I think part of the problem is just the feeling of never enough time and this is leading me to try and do everything in a hurry. This ends up with conversation being cut short or rushed and never really talking and listening. I love talking so why arnt i doing it