I completely understand how hard you’re finding this goal. I feel exactly the same way. It’s not like I drink every night, but I seem to be living out some kind of a repetition regarding bloody alcohol. I can go through the whole working week without having a drink but once it gets to Friday, the wine comes out. But then things start to creep up, for example, I’ll start to talk myself into having a drink halfway through the week and then maybe I’ll have a bad Monday, so I’ll have a drink then. I’ll then realaise what I’m doing and vow to stop drinking…..and it all starts again.
My Dad and his family are all big drinkers and I wonder if it comes from them. It’s weird because my Mum doesn’t drink at all and I really want to have the will power to be like that.
You’re doing well though….Feel proud of yourself. Doing better then I am!!!!!!