Maggie the cat has been on 43T for 6.5 yrs!
since yesterday i have been feeling listless and bored. i’ve spent most of my time sleeping and everything seems boring and stupid. i don’t know if there was an impetus for this or if it is just random depression.
p.s. now that i think of it there were some negative thoughts i had earlier today. actually they were more realistic thoughts. aren’t realists more depressed anyway? does that mean i can only be happy if i deceive myself into thinking things are better than they actually are? fuuuuck.