joie de vivre here only intermittantly
We were at a major decision point about a year ago. I wrote about it here.
This is not such a big one. Just a bunch of little ones. We’re about a third of the way through all the little decisions we’ll be making. And of course, not choosing is a choice, too.
I remember waking, but not really waking in the middle of the night. I don’t remember the exact thought or dream. And I remember affirming, “this or something better than this, manifests for the highest good of all concerned”, maybe three times. I don’t know what it is or was though.