If so, my life starts in about 17 months. In the meantime I’ve decided the nicest thing I can do for myself is to get in better shape, lose the weight and start taking better care of myself: more vitamins, more careful dressing, makeup that flatters. I’m also having a vein lasered off my lip that has been bothering me for several years. I wouldn’t go the plastic surgery route but I will be much more careful about sunscreen and that kind of stuff. And I’m going to stop getting so wound up about it. It is what it is and it happens to everyone.