Today is the same pretty much. i read these entries from other poeple and see that I am DEFINATELY not the only one going through this. but basically I just don’t want to go through it, I see so many of my freinds go in and out of hard times and they seem so much mroe together than I am. I get all emotional and think I can’t make it to the end- when I am just being a fucking pity party. i bet I am going to look back at this and think I am pretty pathetic soon.
eeww. that’s pretty sad