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iI have officially quit 3 times. I have tried to quit more then 6 times. I really thought I had it kicked the last time (Feb 2010 – June 2010) but when I lost 2 loved ones within 20 days of one another, I went right back to it.
I am sick of being so dependent on a chemical. I am sick of feeling like shit. I am sick of stinking like an ashtray. I am sick of trying to hide my smoking from clients. I am sick of worrying about my health. I am sick of making excuses.