Mostly what I want to cultivate in people to give them that feeling of new love is a feeling of love for themselves. If some fall for me thats ok. If it is possible to feel infinite, open, honest, intimate love for every individual you encounter, THATS what I want to give people. I realize the problem with this lies in the fact that societal preconceptions prevent some people from ever feeling any love let alone such a large love. All you have to do is look at popular music. You have songs that have the message of “I don’t love this bitch, I just want to fuck her.” We have placed such a premium on sex that love has gotten lost. I agree that love is a spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical conncetion, but the question is which of those four do we feel is more important? And how much more important are we making it? And why do we feel it is more important? (ok so thats three questions, but they’re all valid) I know I am a dreamer and an idealist, but I’ll never give that up. There is such a thing as a perfect world, we just have to put forth the effort to achieve it.

You always flatter me superman, and I always appreciate the kindness of your words. However, I’m not sure I can be called an angel. Angels to me seem to be creatures of whole goodness. And I can be an evil son of a bitch sometimes. Just yesterday, I had become so preturbed with my parents and their abundant stupidity that I boiled to the point of tear filled eyes. I stopped it from becoming actual crying, just because…. who knows. But that doesn’t seem angelic to have enough anger in oneself to drive oneself to pain of tears. If I got to choose a heavenly creature to be you know it’d be a god. lol. They are above mortals with no preconceptions of being good or bad they just are.

As far as the action goes, we’ll see. Right now I can make people feel good about themselves, but its not that elation that comes with new love. Now this could just be me being self-depricating, but I believe that its because I’m not as physically attractive as I once was. I would imagine that when I am better looking that people will give my words more weight. (funny since I have to lose weight to gain it) Then I’ll be simply irresistable. As terrifying a statement as that is I believe it to be true. So, get pretty, be me, get action.