1. Overcome my insecurities with my boyfriend. Know that the past is the past and it is not settling. Both our first choice or first love turned out to be someone else for the worse. Try to establish a level of perfection and be more lovable.
2. Take advantage of college networking and truely follow up with people I met, not through texting or social network but email and phone.
3. Challenge myself harder to lose 10 lbs and weigh 108 lbs at 5’4. Reinvent my image by dressing nicely instead of wearing running tights and trainers. Wear makeup and curl my hair. Brush my teeth and moisturize hair/skin three times a day.
4. Familiarize myself with Mandarin, Cantonese, Japanese, Korean, Lao, and other Asian languages. Act more of the perfect Asian overachieving model minority. Be skinny, fashionable, athletic, top 5 in class, and basically one of the best. Surround myself around positive influences like overachieving Asians.
5. Stop dreaming online and live my life online. Eliminate toxic time wasters and detractors online from my life. Keep a private journal about my progress.