Somehow I feel better about myself even if that gawky little kid wants to push her way out into my psyche sometimes. Still twinges of insecurity at times but for the most part I am confident,(or if not confident, no one else knows that I am not confident which could be half the battle I guess.) There will always be people more knowledgeable than me, younger or prettier than me, but I now view myself more often than not as a woman with a lot going for me.