i don’t know where to start. but what you’ve written is exactly how i felt 5 years ago when i left secondary school. i grew further from my friends, and felt isolated. during the increase in popularity of facebook, i was afraid of creating an account and to this day i still do not have a facebook account. i do not want the fear of rejection. im not afraid in asking women out, but i just seem to have lots of confidence. i think its false confidence. i have nothing to lose. i hit major depression during the 4 years, been medicated, and “theraputed”. now im more alert and focused in life, and now i want to make a change.

im shy as well, i do believe i have odd interests, and i’m not much of a fan of clubbing. but maybe i or we feel like this because we arent succeeding in making friends as easy as other people. i dont know.

what i can truly say about your post is that u admit it. people are really selfish in this world, and i hope your friends dont hate you in any way. good luck in your search for friends. much love.

thanks for the comments guys! i hope you find what you are looking for as well =)