Well, I know it’s been awhile. The darkside of my fantasy has taken over. Since 1 week before Xmas, I’ve been dancing. On Dec 28th, Jacklyn found out I’ve continued, and our relationship has ended. On Dc 29th, I went to Ft Lauredale to celebrate New Years, but as usual alone (well, with family actually).

Anyways, enough depression, Januay 14th, I was on the runway again. Louise was showing me how to pole dance. I like her alot, just her drg habit keeps us from being close. Danielle told me that it’s like a prerequisite you do drugs. I myself, refuse to, although I’e been alienated by the others because they think I’m a snotty bitch now.

I will no cave in to this pessure, and I’ve thatened to leave. I hea Gossips is looking fo a nice 18 year old for heir gentlemens club. Then again, I detest lap dancing. Well, I haven’t topped $300 yet a night this year.

BTW: Thats one of Louises porn pics I found.